So I always hear about ego death and was wondering if mine qualifies 🙂
A few months ago I took weed edibles with my gf and we were fried, it hit me like 10x atronger than it did her, to the point that i lost my sense of self. I was high for hours and hours lol.
Heres what happened: my gf giggled and said “I cant believe we’re in college” and i thought about it a little too much and the dibles hit HARD. What is college? What is community? What are humans? It got worse to the point that i dont remember wtf happened afyer. I just remembered I closed my eyes and i could see my memories become fractals. I lost my sense of self. My brain made me think we were dying and to be honest I was ok with it 🙂 I wasnt scared, i felt happy and at peace that I tried to spread love and positivity :).. I felt a sense of peace and nothingness at the same time. Everything was black but it felt like nothing was there at the same time. I was still conscious, but I was just experiencing this moment to the point that i didnt want to think, i just wanted to be in that moment. It is very difficult to put into words this feeling. Its like nothing matter, you are just existing. Period.
And like a reset button of a sort, I saw one of my earliest memories i can think off. And these memory fractals came back piece by peace. And my conscious began to remind itself who i am as a person :). I woke up 12 hours later 🤣🤣
I have felt this sense of one with everything before but this was different completely. Ever since then i feel a lot more at peace. Almost no stress nothing bothers me as much. I cant help but think of how amazing and beautiful that expereince was and would love to experinece it again. I don’t gain anything if it counts or not as ab ego death, but i havent heard of ego death on edibles before. Thanks fellow psychonauts 🙂
Edit: I see a lot of people saying if i have to ask then it didnt happen. Well whe it did happen i immediately figured it was ego death. But it just doesn’t seem as common on edibles.[ad_2] lsd for sale
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